mooodd swwinggss... crazy. duno what's gotten into me. makes me happy for a while, then turns around and makes me depressed. i duno wut to think. but lyk i always sey, its lyk "eating me up" ... i find myself thinking about this all the time... only time it left my mind was wen i was watching 2 towers. lol. but really. its kinda lyk wut dmom sed. "two paths, im stuck in the middle. both ways have their good and bad endings."
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that question... what if i do die tomorrow... have i done everything i wanted to do b4 dying? or has it all been a waste. bleh i duno anymore.