Sunday, December 15, 2002  

bwahahaha...
yes, niki the master sneaker is once again on. hopefully i'll slip by, got so borrdd...

anyone one kno a GOOD bridge where there's a lake underneath it? me nd dmommy luking for one... lol

to follow up wif wut dmom sed, think about this...

- you kno how much sumthing means to you, but you're afraid to loose it...
- you kno how much sumthing means to you, and you kno you won't lose it...

:thots:
yes, i've bin thinking more. hehe. welll, if you haven't noticed, i've bin a bit depressed the last week. but today's message sorta helped me... God allows us to suffer in order for us to learn sumthing. Life is so complicated and twisted, juss quitting/stopping/ending it wuld be too easy. but if there is sumthing.. here on earth that is still worth living for... don't give up juss yet. =)

if you love sumthing/someone enuf, you won't want leave them... ever...

but... would that sumthing return you the favor?...

*if God meant it to be, it will come to past, but in the meanwhile... don't take the risk. juss wait for His timing.*

:fears:
(1) how much longer will this punishment last...
(2) " you kno how much sumthing means to you, but you're afraid to loose it..."

doubt is not a good reason for fear... yet it drives us to believe in lies that may be true... ok, that was weirdly random. hehe

sumtimes i can't tell if im afraid, confused, or... juss... lost... =/

I do | 98 degrees

I do cherish you
For the rest of my life
You don't have to think twice
I will love you still
From the depths of my soul
It's beyond my control
I've waited so long to say this to you
If you're asking do I love you this much
I do

another addictive song. hehe

mite not be on for another long while... -sigh-

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