Sunday, December 22, 2002  

weehehehee!!! im so happy... IM FREE!!!! nd sharing a butt. lol

Surrender | Joy Williams

There are places in my heart and corners of my mind
That I've hidden from Your light
Like buried treasure deep inside of me
I don't want You to see, I keep it to myself

But You give Your love to me
You open up Your heart unselfishly
Lord, in Your embrace now I can say, I surrender

Everything I held so precious
Everything I kept away
I give it up, give it up
All for You, I give it all for You
Everything I held as treasure
I give it all for You, I give it all for You

In Your light, I feel a new power coming over me
Calling me to Your surrender; I gotta find the answer
What is this Your love has opened up inside?
Suddenly I cannot hide

You give Your love to me
You open up Your heart unselfishly
Lord, in Your embrace now I can say, I surrender

'Cause Your love is everything to me
And in Your light I finally see
Oh, I can't hold it back
Everything I've hidden deep inside
Now I surrender

You give Your love to me
You open up Your heart unselfishly
How can I not do the same for You?
I surrender

nice addictive song. =D

:thots:
still confused. sorta. got better, but then it came back... POOPERS... -sigh-
duno wut to do... everybody seems to be in this i-don't-know-what-to-do-stage ... bleh

sumtimes i wish i culd read ppl's minds... but then i don't... o yea, good point masie, telling the future is good too... but then... its the not-knowing-what's-gonna-happen thing that makes life i lil more interesting and complicated to live through... unfortunetly


"I know what i must do but i am afraid to do it" -Frodo
"Yes, we all go through that, but what we must decide is what we need to do with the time given to us." -Gandalf

inspirational stuff from LOTR... lol. its clouding my mind.. hehe *_*
so are many other things... seems to be all i think about.. bleah
"amen" -debbie

:fears:
of letting go and giving my problems to God... still holding on for sum reason. its lyk i need to trust Him, but... im juss not... i say i give it over to Him over and over, then i juss take it bak.. its lyk how Shawn offers me cheerios. he hands it to me and right wen i stretch my hand out for it, he shoves it in his mouth. =/ i duno. guess it takes time. but time is also what causes change... nd i dun want things to change. -sigh-


o btw. HAPPY CHRISTMAS!! and MERRY NEW YEAR! nd...uh... im not jewish... lol

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