Tuesday, December 24, 2002  

yay for dmom! she is free from the curse of confusion... ooo does that mean she has to be kicked out of the csc?! i ken take over her spot =P
still thinking... feels lyk every time is starts to get a lil better, sum lil thing makes all the confusion come bak. i keep telling myself that not taking the risk is the best and to give it over to God. buuhh.. im not. i won't. i duno why. lol. im such a dork. (no offense to the whales

"I am the LORD, the God of every person on the earth. Nothing is impossible for Me." -Jeremiah 32:27

:fears:
im juss really scared that one day, i'll luk back at this, nd i'll be lyk. "why did i even think that way?! that's so stupid, i shouldn't have done that." but i don't want to regret. regrets are BAADD... i kinda feel lyk im starting to not care anymore about anything... but this... sort of... i duno. need more sleep... mebe i'll think straighter that way. -sigh-

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