SCHOOL SUCKS!!! IT BLOWSSS!!! ITS A DORK!!! I WANT TO KILL ITTTTTTT *kab00m* aw crap. i haven't been practicing waking up at 6 frikin o clock in the morning. *doomed*
had 2 interesting conversations yesterday... one was my mom... while i was on aim. second was with ye. talking about wut my mom was saying. haha well.. apparently, i need to be nicer. develop close relationships with both girl and guy friends. i need friends. i need to be open. i need to share my feelings. i need to have friends and go places with them. i need help. hahaha i need vodka too =P but YES, i diddd listen, ye. but i dont think im that deprevided.. uh. deprived? of friends er w/e. am i? *shrugs*
i dont really share deep thots about myself very often anymore.. its not that i dont trust ppl.. i juss dont want to later be forced to not trust them. hah i duno. but once upon a time, i culd tell this one person anything. anything but one thing. haha thats weird. =P i use to talk to my mom alot too. but her repsonses dont make sense anymore. *shrugs* i feel a random paper cut. but i haven't been to london in a while... weird...
anyways... on to a more dreadful subject. school is starting.... i think i've built up a pritty good line of allies to ask about directions. i have an ok plan for my route from class to class. only problem: I HATE SCHOOL =((((
gonna be a church agen. but not too long. *crosses fingers* i need to finish iliad...
