Friday, June 03, 2005  

waaahh camp was so awesome. although i really wanted to go home at the end =X i duno if i have time to post about it though cuz i have a few things to take care of... heh.. but basically here's a rough outline.

Unfailing love is greater than our weaknesses, mistakes, justce, and the right now. i think the one that really affected me the most is my weakness. so many times, i tell myself im going to change and be a good example and stuff like that. but as a "reflection", as a mirror of Christ... i feel like a dirty mirror, unable to reflect anything. i kno im judgemental of others and i have anger management problems. i get ticked off easily, i make fun of people, not necessarily that i think im better than them.. i just.. think its funny. >_> but even though im such a terrible example, God's unfailing love still pours over me. i guess sometimes i get so caught up in what I want, i push it away.

so basically, i learned that i need to daily cleanse the nasty mirror that i am. take in and soak up the unfailing love, like a sponge under niagara falls. soak up so much that it'll overflow to other people. =D well thats my plan anyway. i hope it works.

uhm so thats just wut i learned.. mebe if i remember i'll post about the details and all the sillyness =P but right now i have to update all my fanlistings one more time before i get put on a troubles list =X

i'll be on vacation with my sister, mom, i think a few cousins, a few aunts, and an uncle. or two. >_> we'll be flying to atlantaaa... tomorrow in the afternoon, then drive from atlanta to toronto and back T_T mebe we'll see the kwans in new york and the wongs in toronto hahaha. them wongs, always stalking us during the summer. i'll be back in.. 2 weeks? either the 17 or 18 or 19. i just kno i'll be back in time for summer school on the 20 T_T gotz to finish kingdom hearts, 200 PSAT words, and the summer reading books. on top of practicing for region... and doing devos. ... why. why. WHYYY so busy!?

oh yes, for you manga people, have a coupon for you. hmm i guess i'll buy hunter x hunter vol2 when i get back.

my apologies to my RO guild. i know i haven't been playing much and now im leaving again T_T anddd.. i'll get those t-shirts done someday. anddd ye, i will be needing the anime wen i get back too =3 cant wait XDD man im hungry.

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