mm today was interesting... i'll start on a lighter note.
anime fanlistings have finallyy started updating their stuff and finalized 3 of my fanlistings. hmm i've been playing on the Nocturna server for about... a week now... played quite a bit today to get my mind busy XO i have a lord knight at lvl 90 w00t. heh but she's still weak. booo
mm i guess i felt a little out of whack today and the last part of yesterday. i really dont know why.. mebe it was the SATs, or mebe it was because i was home all by myself when i came home... but i am for SURE that it has nothing to do with anyone else... just a strange inner-self uneasiness. but... ... nvm i shuldn't post stuff like this on a blog =P
anyway, im quite behind on vocabulary, testmasters hw, and... a whole list of other things. my mom even asked me if i wanted to quit violin. . . i never really thought about it. my life without violin. its like, taking away something that has been with me my whole life. i duno how i'd feel... relieved cuz i dont have to practice? or sad cuz i wasted 12 years of my life for nothing.... sigh i dont even think i can make all-state.... i've lost all motivation in.. so many things... sigh.
