Thursday, January 09, 2003  

WAH fergot to write. hahaha. okk. wut has happened... oo yea. p.e. sucks.. p.e. sucks... nd.. o yea!! p.e. sucks... bleah

hmmm haven't been putting in "thots" for a while... here i gooo

:thots:
hmmm.. well bout the whole confusion thing.... ima shove it aside nd let it sit there. hehe. basically, ima not deal wif it. too busy, nd i dun wanna be all stressed out agen. kinda been losing sleep from it, soooo dropping it for now is good. yea. hehe. like i sed b4 "i dun want things to change... but time changes everything"

:fears:
im most worried about school now. expectations, grades, intellegence, nd all around stupidity. its lyk WWWHOOOAAA, nd then its WWWHHHOAAAA, nd then its lyk. whoooaa... yea. hehe go surfer turtle!! =P~

but wut's really weird is that no matter how far or hard i shove it away, it seems to find its way bak to me. lyk that freaky dude in "hitchhiker" (page 655 in the 8th grade literature book) hehe. yea lyk i try to avoid it, but it keeps cuming bak, showing up agen and agen. in the end, it seems to be my own fault that it keeps cuming bak. lyk i was already dead nd i kept seeing it again and again while i was dead. i duno. stupid enalogy, but o well. hehe

"haaallll... ooooo"

Without You | Phat Chance

Oh God, look at me now,
What have I done?
I turned my back and took the road to nowhere.
I can't believe this fear that I have,
And all of this pain,
I've driven myself to a dead end.

i want you near me
i need you near me

without you im so lonely
without you i have no purpose in life
without you all my dreams fall apart
without you without you in my life

Oh God, can You help me out,
I keep drifting oh so far.
I lost my direction, spinnin' round and round,
I'm trying to find You.
Treading water, it's sink or swim,
But I can't help but wonder-
Won't You, will You, pull me back?

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